기타 1997년 -7월- 내 인생의 막장을보다 2 -
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카지노..
여러분이 생각하는것 보다 훨씬 무서운 곳입니다..
돈이 문제가 아니지요.
한 판, 한 판의 승부..그 승부중..몸에서는 도파민이 발생합니다..
약간의 도파민은 생활에 활력을 주지만, 이 도파민은 결국 인간이 정상적으로 행동하고, 판단하는 이 모든 뇌의 영역과
신경계 영역의 활로를 끊어버립니다..그래서 카지노에서 그리고 카지노 밖에서도 정상적인 판단을 내리기는 거의 불가능하지요.
7월 입니다..
2주후면 유카가 돌아옵니다..그리고 8월에는 등록금을 내야합니다..
그 보다 더 문제는..전 먹고 살돈이 없습니다..
자존심강한 죠이..여기저기 돈을 빌리려 해보지만..카지노 폐인에게 돈을 빌려줄 사람은 없습니다..
마지막남은..케언즈에 사는 동생에게(친동생 아닙니다..) 전화해서 딱 한마디 했습니다..
2틀 굶었다..돈이없어..
이 친구 바로 비행기로 내려옵니다..무슨일이냐고..
이야기를 듣더니 ..저보다 더 눈물을 흘립니다..
일단은 이친구 덕분에 먹을 문제는 해결했습니다..(훗날..이 친구가 어려울때..미화 2만불 줬습니다..모두 해결하라고..
2004년 미화 2만줄의 가치는 1997년 이 친구가 준 200불이 더 소중한가치가 있었으니..돈 이란것은 어떻게 버느냐보다
어떻게 쓰느냐가 더 중요한 문제입니다..)
일단, 먹는 문제가 해결되니..
코 앞에 있는 등록금 ...
방법이 없습니다..
요즘 여기서 문제가 되는 셋업..
저는 셋업을 준비합니다...그 대상은..당연히 부모님입니다..
본격적 인간 쓰레기로 들어가는 순간입니다..
리즈시절부터 인생막장까지..
3개월이면 충분합니다..이런곳이 카지노지요..
한 번 끊어 갑니다..
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